Okay so I stopped writing on this because I thought that maybe it was more of a hindrance than a help. That I was dwelling on the bad, and should just move on with the good. And yet here we are 5 months later having a crisis over the same dude...oy!
I accidentally stumbled upon his password to his e-mail and social networking site...yeah my b! Anddd of course I logged in, because lets be real everyone would, don't lie. Found out that his new gf and him had split up and I think she dumped him- and get this he wanted to meet up with her for closure...HA the same dude who never responded or contacted me back after he dumped me felt he deserved closure, what a crock of horse shit. And see that is the thing- this info has me vacillating between missing him and wanting to contact him and feeling like absolute shit because he doesn't want me and did all those horrible things in the end. And I feel like a moron for all the contact I made to him that went unanswered. I want to move on, and I have...to an extent, I just need to find someone to make that moving on more...permanent
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