Hmmm

Last night I went out with some of my friends, and I asked them all, including the boys, what they thought of the fact that while Ryan claimed to find me attractive, care about me, and think I'm a cool person, he didn't want to date me. And the unanimous verdict was that it was bullshit- that he couldn't possibly think all those things about me and not date me. Which means in their contention that at least one of the above things wasn't true. I don't know if thats any better or worse really...But the bottom line is that for whatever reason he doesn't have an interest, and its time for me to let go of him as a safety net, friend, and hopeful soulmate.