Those hidden items...

So last blog I let out my frustration about my newly dumped state. This post will concentrate on the horrors that arise post breakup- namely finding items from the other person long after the post-breakup purge. I know that as soon as the dumping occurred one of the first things I rushed to take care of was getting rid of any and everything that reminded me of him. Which quite honestly was a lot- so I tried to minimize the purging to only things given to me from him, and things of his that I had in my possession. I said goodbye to my Brookstone bear "Snuggs," and a great deal of comfy tees that I had slowly borrowed from him over time, and the photos of us in happier times. I even had to change my sheets because I just couldn't bare to lay in the same sheets without him. Yes, this all sounds a little kooky, but everyone has a post breakup process. Unfortunately there are always those items and things that are hidden and lie in wait for just the right opportunity to bring your world down around your ears. For instance, there are the love letters that had been stashed away in my drawer, which I assume I will discover at some point in the future to ruin my day. Now that we are in the electronic age the g-mail account tends to be the culprit of hiding items and then springing them upon you. Being that my ex and I were in a long distance relationship there were a large number of e-mails and gchats between the two of us. I was dilligent and deleted all the messages from my inbox, but unfortunately the records of the chats remain, so while searching for an e-mail from a friend I stumbled upon a very long chat many months before, that broke my heart. From reading our fun and romantic chat it is hard to understand how we ended up where we are today. But nonetheless here I am, waiting until all the hidden things come to light, and until a time when I'm okay with all of this.